More Than A Memory......

I've become tired

Of Wasting my time
Thinkin' bout choices
That I've made
Cuz i can't move forward
While looking behind
The only thing I can
Thing to do now is change the way
That I use to be
Cuz now it's seems
Crystal clear to me

Cuz you're so much more
Than a memory
Cuz you're so much more
Than a memory

It wasn't fair
For me just to go
Act like I knew waht you've been though
Cuz I wasn't there
And I'll never know
Couldn't see from
Your point of view
But I'm doing all I can
For you to see
That I understand
THat I understand

Cuz you're so much more
Than a memory
Please don't Go
Cuz I've finally Know
That the past is gone
And I was wrong
And i was wrong

(not mine)

In Between......

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
But somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
In anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
Guilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you in anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Staind

Well I know the words
but I can't really speak them, to you

And I hide all the pain,
that I've gained with my wisdom, from you

and I've made it alive
but what I hold inside, all the things that i live with
I can't easily hide

And I'm left here with nothing
nothing to live for, but you.

It's not easy to hide
all this damage inside
and I'll carry it with me
until im not alive

And you look at my face
does it seem just as ugly, to you?

And I can't seem to erase
all these scars I have lived with, from you

I'm so sick of this place
this taste in my mouth
cause of you i can't figure
what I'm all about

And Im left here with nothing
nothing to live for, but you

It's not easy to hide, all this damamge inside
Im carry it with me, till I'm not alive.